在老马最新发布的小视频中，配乐选自美国著名摇滚乐队林肯公园的经典曲目《In the End》，这首歌的歌词深刻地揭示了老马对于北京首钢复杂而深沉的情感。
有一件事，从始至终
我始终无法理解
无论我如何奋力拼搏
却始终无法取得任何成效
在我脑海中
只能挥之不去这首充满疑问的歌曲
在恰当的时机，我试图解析自我
但我深知
时间是多么宝贵
白驹过隙，如钟摆般摇摆
开始倒计时
直至终点
人生会随着时间起起伏伏而改变
犹如一场无意识的梦境
过程往往超出我们的掌控
凝视着时光
看着它从窗棂间悄然溜走
试图挽留
但我始终未能领悟
时间不等人
只能默默注视着你的离去
将一切铭记于心
即便我锲而不舍，披荆斩棘
最终的努力却轻易瓦解
对我来说
最好的结局
便是将这段固执的信念深藏心底
我曾奋力挣扎
走到今天
最终才意识到
原来一切都无济于事
那些无法控制的
最终让我失去了所有
直到那时我才明白
前路茫茫
有一件事
我始终无法理解
无论你如何竭尽全力
为何却收效甚微
在我脑海深处
我写下这首充满疑问的歌曲
时刻警醒自己
我曾经努力过
但我所坚守的信念
你却只会冷嘲热讽
但我的灵魂
早已完全属于你
那些曾经鲜活的瞬间
如今已成为过眼云烟
万物皆变，人事已非
若再次相遇
你或许
早已不再认得我
这并非你的过错
而是我已改变
然而过去的一切
都可能重蹈覆辙
你将一切抛诸脑后
我曾挣扎过
但一切都是徒劳
对我来说
这段记忆
我只能深埋心底
我曾奋力挣扎
走到今天
最终才意识到
一切都毫无意义
不受我的控制
失去了所有
最终才明白
一切都毫无价值
我将信任托付于你
竭尽所能去努力
对于这一切
你应该明白
我将感情托付于你
便会倾尽所有去投入
对于这一切
你知道这件事便足够
我曾努力过
走到这无法挽回的地步
最终才看透
一切都是徒劳
沉沦其中
失去所有
最终才看透
一切都是徒劳
It starts with one thing
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter
How hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by
As the pendulum swings
Watch it count down
To the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go
Right out the window
Trying to hold on
But didn’t even know
Wasted it all just
To watch you go
I kept everything inside and
Even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
One thing
I don’t know why
It doesn t even matter
How hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way
You were mocking me
Acting like I was
Part of your property
Remembering all the
Times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so （far）
Things aren’t the way
They were before
You wouldn’t even
Recognise me anymore
Not that you
Knew me back then
But it all comes
Back to me （in the end）
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
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